Years ago I watched a movie that told the story of a man who grew up physically but mentally and emotionally he remained a child. Because he was very large and powerfully built he caused a lot of harm to others and himself in his awkward attempts at interaction. Lenny came to an early death at the hand of his best friend when his mistakes threatened to cause major trouble for both of them. This portrayal of failing to grow up is found in John Steinbeck's, Of Mice and Men, (later I read the book, well most of the Book). Such a theme plays on again and again in movies and books. This is because, I believe it says something about a human situation and directly speaks to a common circumstance many find themselves entangled in, to a greater or lesser degree.
So Ask yourself:
Why do we keep trying so hard to make self-sufficiency the mark of maturity? Carol Gilliagan put it best when he wrote:
“To see self-sufficiency as the hallmark of maturity conveys a view of adult life that is at odds with the human condition, a view that cannot sustain the kinds of long-term commitments and involvements with other people that are necessary for raising and educating a child or for citizenship in a democratic society.” [1]
It's called the Peter Pan Principle, We do not grow up till we choose to do so. Growth does not happen until we do the role to grow. This is spiritual and practical all in one. One can be 80 and on the inside still a child, but not in a way of joyful energy, that is to be celebrated and is a result of one that grew up well! No when this child is still inside the way is always theirs and selfish is the heart. Sadly the older a person gets the more complex the desires become. No longer is it I want a cookie but I want validation like evidence that “I AM STRONG”! It is glory? It is honor? It is all wrong! Further still, the older they are the more adapted they are at justifying there actions.
Questions to consider
As a generation of broken “this”, and dysfunctional “that”, ask yourself do I sail on smiling but alone.
How deep do my relationships go?
Am I honest with how I present information or always giving it with a little spin?
Do I tell those friends in my daily space the truth, or do they get a snips version of the fact so I can steer them to motivate me in the way I want them to motivate me? (That’s called social manipulation, by the way).
Do I lock people out of my life, stop informing them of my life because, they could cause me to have to change?
Do people drift in and out of my life and never stay? Are my longest friendships shorter than 1/4th my age?
Am I still in contact with people that I knew 10-15 years ago?
If I look back at my past have I hurt more people then been hurt by people?
Do I often resort to indifference as a way to deal with guilt?
If other people of both genders where to ask me about my level of consideration and care for people what number for 1-10 would most people rate me? What would males rate me? What would females rate me?
Do I walk away when things get hard, unwilling to face truth and try change?
Do I love things more than people? Do I love importance more than people? Do I love my life more than people?
Could it be we confuse childlikeness with childishness and so sail on!
Inside little children, outside Hurting people, a life that reduces our souls to a dry leathery nothing.
[1] Carol Gilligan from Mapping the Moral, prologue (1988).
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